Oh my god, the morning sickness as risen to new nauseating heights. Felt truly awful all morning. I tried all the usual tricks and was eventually saved by a packet of salt and vinegar crisps. It has been better this afternoon. Or rather it has been replaced by a nasty, smelly case of the dtods (flatulence…oh the glamor). Does anyone know if women continue to have strong morning sickness episodes during a miscarriage?
I am being very demanding to WW, who is doing an admirable job of not getting too frustrated by conversations like this:
WW: ‘I’m at the Mall. What do you want for lunch?’
Me: ‘Oh, nothing. I feel too sick to eat anything.’
WW: ‘Are you sure?’
Me ‘Yes, thanks.’
11 minutes later…
Me: ‘WW, I have to have some chicken nuggets. Right now.’
WW: ‘I am almost home now.’
WW: ‘Do you want some ginger tea?’
Me: ‘Ew, yuck no…oh, actually yes.’
I am not trying to be annoying but I go from sick as a dog to starving with weird cravings in a blink of an eye. Sorry WW.
As I have mentioned before my health insurance doesn’t cover pregnancy or anything pregnancy or birth related. I tried to find additional insurance but was told it was impossible without taking on a ‘joint plan with my husband’. WTF? It occurred to me late last night if this is an ectopic pregnancy we are most likely going to be paying for a D and C out of our own pocket. I have no idea how much that operation costs. I think the only thing more depressing than having to have an abortion would be having to use our IVF fund/bankrupt ourselves in the process.
Oh Buddha, Santa, Thor or anyone else with any control over my body, please help my baby to stick and grow. Please.